CukUp Ker Duit? tadi Cakap Ada RM2 jerk??

Actually i Just got back from Indonesia,To be specific from Aceh actually.Thats all the stori.No lah.This post is actually i made it special for my scandal ermm i mean my bestfriendforever aka kawan-baik-selamanya.Hmm..Her name is Ida Raihana Izzati fuck i already made a post for you before..Just scroll down..

Miahaha..to be direct, i wanna talk about Aceh..so lame to talk bout Aceh since i had to finish five days of report during the whole trip.Well it was not really a trip actually,it was more to the humanity mission.*am i right of translating it?google saja... :)..huhu..that was my first time be on plane..what? say what you wanna say..i noe la,old skool gila xpenah nek plane..*ingat i kaya kot everytime jenjalan nek flight?*Back to track..Its kinda like dream comes true when you can really have your steps on SERAMBI MEKAH..i mean like seriesly?

I never ever in my life dream about being abroad..okay maybe Aceh is not like VENICE,MILAN,LONDON..u Noe wat,just whatever.I like Aceh a lot.for vacation oh hell yes :)..It was weird actually to watch how great Aceh was after the tsunami..The way they cope with situation,they dont get stuck in the situasion by lament around *lament? but they actaully get back up and continue their life like tsunami was nothing..

First day in there was fascinating.We went to see Kuburan Masalsiron.For those who dont know what the heck is kuburan masalsiron is, well actually it is place where Acehnise buried their family,relatives,friends that killed during tsunami.So its really a nonamegrave..there's no way you can find where is exactly your family was buried because there's so many in there.More than 40thousands to be exact..

 

Then we went to,PLTD APUNG..The ship.U noe.the one that get stranded about 5 km from Ule Lhueu beach?Aiyoo...It was heck big*kalau mcm nie pon da besaq gila,cmna la Titanic ek?*The listrik ship was 63 metre long and can provide almost 10.5 megawatt of electricity for Achinese..From what i see,this ship is not the ship that jenis melepak-lepak dekat tepi2 laut,it must far away from the beach when the tsunami happened.

 

 

 

I was chanced to be on the ship.It was sad..I dont really noe the exact reason why i should be sad.*maybe titanic mood overwhelming me?*..miahaha..i miss jack and rose..anyway,every tools,i dont know the correct word to use.oh,equipments on that ship,the rope,telephone,anchor were all still there.And i never ever in my life ever see an anchor.That was the biggest anchor i swear to god.miahaha..i can even pose on it..

My fabolous first end..tomorrow i will continue writing for my second day.Promise with the best read as di bes photo ever :)

FROM FABOLOUS WITH LOVE,

SYAHIDATON AKMAL J

Raya SEriesly???

Hari nie raya.Fine suma orang tak taw and aku ja yang taw..miahaha..Kenapa ek raya the older you get the less merrier you feel..tapi if ramadhan you would feel different..haha..alim konon sahaja..tadi masa siang tadi ada bebudak datang raya..haisyh..adik2 umah kakak nie kena banjir ya adik2..kami tidak punya wang pon nak kasik kat adik2..even syiling...kena la ngn pak hassan yang memang da sedia menunggu dengan ayat2nya untuk tidak memberikan duit raya dengan cara yang paling manis...Kesian kot dekat bebudak tue tapi apa boleyh wat..umah pon xsiap 100% lagi..pening kepala..ikutkan hati kalau ada bangla tepi jalan maw ja soh depa nie kemas2kan.tapi kata mak,xpayah susah2..anak dara dua orang nie kan ada..which means me and my sister..miahaha..rosak RAHIM aku..

 that would be my new room..

this is my living room..

this is my kitchen and that felt thing would be ermm refrigerator

See how disaster my house was..so,it does takes some time to clear it all..it happened a week before hari raya so,dont expect we to have syilings now la kids...

Anyway,i spoke to my admire guy yesterday..nothing much that we have talked about..but it worth i think..did he knows i have feeling towards him uh? wonder2..believe me im soo good in denying and acting..*ask zack..miahaha..i remember one story..it 

happened last yer in my class..i was in 4sn2.

i was known as a heartbreaker..but the real fact is im the one who always been ditched by people who i LOVE..miahaha..so dont judge me just because people who like me doesnt get green light from my feeling..First love is hurt la people...

Its not easy to open your heart..

There was one guy in my class last year..me and my bff slalu usik2 n kaco2..and it turns out he really likes me..my confession..i LIKE you too..but then,what else can we do..think again la..you have your own rank in skool..i dont want people to say bad things bout you when we have something.then one incident make him hates me forever,,boys in my class prank on him and i dont even know its him at that time..after that he knows and i need to confront him..i ask him forgiveness but this is what he said to me last year "Entah la..tengok la dulu." then he just walked away..simple but hurt..

he's somewhere in there

We literally not speak to each other for almost a year..not once this year..i really need to hear that you already forgive me..

then,another one guy..this guy tergolong dalam pusher..i never realise that he has that lovey dovey feeling towards me..but sorry i xmaw kat you..he's kinda pusher la to me..so,i have nothing to say about him..another one guy,this guy i really broke his heart..but now his happy with his new gf..prettier than me..so,xla tercabar sangat..one more guy..

He was my senior when i was in f1..I HATE HIM when i was junior..he fucking mean and cruel..but when i was f4 erkk or f5 wateva he sent me message in ym said that he wants me..i asked him 'takkan tak ingat kot nie sapa?" malu la kan nak cakap nie la junior yang selalu kena buli dulu..xhengat ker?tapi i tolak dia baik2 la..i cakap "NO"..

My heart is belong to this guy..

DAMN i miss this guy so bad..

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Jual MUKA

Nampak x yang kat atas tue..Besar kan...ha..tue jual muka namanya..huhu...camna bleh xprasan butang baju terbukak naseb den pakai inner kalau x abg2 hotel da tarik i masuk hotel.Errkkk..haha..anyway..spm just around the corner(skema)..2311,,,tapi aku relax saja..budak pandai result xpenah meletup memang macam tue..xsuka tamak2..da taw xleyh nak study abroad xperlu pulun pon nak usaha,,,erkk..bleyh plak cmtue...

mengupdate blog sbb tgah tggu astro tayang GI JOE..i xtgok lagi taw...hmm..in few mnutes lagi kot nak kuaq and wat lenses tapi macam malas ja nak pakai lenses...anyway,akibat xpakai spek my POWER telah meningkat kepada 325 for left and 225 for right,,,see the gab..sangat la large...kalau nak wat lenses kena wat asing2..i mean kena beli 2 pasang lenses..arghh...banyak duit nak kena guna..im going to acheh lagi..umah nak kena replace barang2 lagi..and also because of my little tiny eyes teachers alway thought i was sleeping in class...arghh malu kot kna jerit "syahidaton are you sleeping in my class?"haha...

My dream one is the ocean blue..huhu...disebab kan gab power yang large i need to think twice whether to make it or not because it does cost me lot...i student lagi,hidup pon mak bapak tanggung lagi..segan kot nak mintak duit banyak2 kat parents..macam selfish..one more thing...my graduation night was held in REGENCY hotel in as..here some pictures when in there.

BanJIR itu SANGAT tidak BEST

Sapa cakap banjir tue best? sapa cakap sronok bleyh mandi air banjir? Budak2 bleyh la sebab budak2 tak tahu apa itu banjir...O0oh..niat dihati bukan nak takrif maksud banjir di sini..tapi untuk pengetahuan banjir adalah salah satu bencana alam yang patut dielakkan..erkk bleh elak ker weh?banjir tue mmg sangat xbest..Haisyh...bnyak sebab la knapa yang bleyh jadi xbest tue...First skali sah2 da solute dalam solution yakni air banjir tersebut salah satunya ialah TAHIK MANUSIA..bayangkan yang kena kat tempat aku ada 4 taman skaligus..dalam satu taman purata ada 100 rumah..setiap satu rumah akan ada satu loji sendirik...kalau nie soklan KIMIA,soklan akan jadi cmnie DETERMINE THE EMPIRICAL FORMULA FOR NITROGENOUS thing...haha..so,dalam satu rumah ada lbh kurang 3members dalam satu famili..INDAH WATER mai 6 bulan sekalik..kalau dalam masa enam bulan,sorang berak 2 kali sehari..tue xtermasuk kalu cirit birit..sembelit,buasir bagai...so bayangkan la...brapa lama rumah aku terendam ngn air taik itu suma...

Okeyh..yang paling geram skalik time2 banjir camnie bila ada plak mami2 jarum xbertauliah yang dok bising "Yah,ang nak taw,ayaq nek lagi..Kerajaan nak lepasih ayaq lagi.."..kejadah weh,da taw mak aku tue kaki gelabah nangis la dia..pnat2 tertunduk2,tertonggek2 tonyoh umah...mai2 ayaq nak nek lagi...kalau aku la jadi mak aku kan..aku tnya dia "Sapa cakap makcik?" kalau makcik tue cakap ada org cakap...xyah ngengada nak caya...Gedik2 ja tue nak sebar gosip...lepas tue kan mak ayah aku nieh bukan jenis tinggal umah..jnis salah sorang kna ada..mak ayah aku nie memang start dari first banjir ag memang cukup mals nak pindah..kalau bleh nak tidoq dalam umah ja sampai surut..huhu..

Then satu lagi...time banjir camnie orang paling bnyak nak pakai is air...AIR..walaupun banyak air banjir tetapi air bersih tatap dihati..orang bizi2 nak sental umah time nie la airnya kuaq dengan sopan santun...bukan nak mengeluh tapi kena la paham keadaan ya x..and yang aku plek knapa dekat JENAN tue orang tutup ayaq..Nak VERAK pon i catu taw..segan la...nak madi pon kena satu baldi..Verak kena pakai dua baldi...tue xmasuk dengan kencing,basuh muka..emergency lagi tue...stiap kali guna kena refill..dah tue bukan dekat pon tempat nak refill bagai tue..jauhnya bebatu berat lagi..sumpah kalu aku masuk bina badan sure kalah sazali samad..KERAJAAN tolong bagi balik air kat jenan,,,we need it..

Lagi satu...Tv tenggelam,peti ais tenggelam...mesin basuh pon..almari jahanam...sofa2 hanyut...BEST ker?
 p/s: nak tgok pic sila bukak fb saya

LupaKAN sAhAJA

huhu..entry kali nie pasal feeling..Mari berjiwang..actually this year aku ada menaruh minat(cinta)gitu dekat somebody..i've tried everything to make him notice that 'hallo ! im here and im in love with you!"..but it turns to be on the other way...i dont know whether the timing is wrong or im not the right one..i pick that first choice..every week i try to send him messages...i ask him everything..something stupid.."ang watpa?","ang nak taw hot stori?" hell yess he did mcm ignore2 gitu...there was one time one of his fren called me "perigi cari timba la ang nie"..so what...if i want something i really want it..but the fact that i noe he is seeing someone else..i made my move..i step back..i mean i give up on him..I JUST HATE REALITY because it hurts so much more...feels like you know you are about so close but you lose him by one fact..only ONE fact..and when you already make your decision for forgetting him,he made something that he actually likes and wants you to know that "girl,we share the same feeling la"..

Macam hari tue,masa aku da memang xmo ingat da..He came to my BFF and ask about me and macam nak crita something...You know what.i HATE that something yang you keep from me..Just tell me larh...i hate being in confused..because im always confiuse about my feeling since Kamarul left me okay..i never being so sure about my feeling towards guy since him except you...but see what you do to me again...please larh..eventhough bnyk frens aku yang slalu crita mcm2 kat aku pasal ang,i always ignore them because thats the way you treat people and you dont really know actually how to treat people..just see what you did to me larh kan...

You play with my heart..you make me feel something when the real fact is there's nothing...ArRghh....
walaupun mcam tue...I dont hate you...

                                  

Hell YEARGhh i hatE YoU

Dia nie bleh la dikatakan kawan aku...bleh ker? hmm..aku xmo spesifik dia macam mana..sekadar aku nak cakap yang aku xleh nak tengok muka dia lansung..kiranya kalu aku tengok muka dia memang aku nak meletup la..dia nie bukan nak cakap jahat la tapi selalu maki hamun orang..aku xkesah kalu dia nak maki junior..tapi aku paling pantang kalu dia wat kengkawan dia sendirik macam JUNIOR..maki2 kami xtentu pasal..Fine ang pandai but so what just because ur results always straight a's doesnt mean you can say to people that others are stupid..dia nie la jenis manusia yang xleyh tengok orang lebih sikit dari dia..o0h contoh macam..hmmm..xmo lah bagi contoh nnti orang dapat detect..

Niat aku bukan nak bagi orang cari sapa "dia" tue..aku cuma nak suarakan apa yang aku xpuas hati..sebab kat sekolah i have no chance to do that since she/he (lebih slamat xspesifikkan) ada big influence ngan suma orang even to my bestfren..not really big la i think..aku cakap ja sebab nak bagi 'dia' nampak hebat,cool and xleh ditandingi..thats what you want right!?..o0ohh aku taw kau sangat pandai tapi xbermakna bleh layan orang yang xpunya IQ setinggi ang dengan hinanya sebab actually for your information WE ARE HUMAN and who else gonna be with you when you are down if not US...saja BOLD kan us tue sebab nak menunjukkan betapa ramainya yang xpuas hati kat 'dia'..

Sapa pon dia xmenjadi masalah..aku harap xdak sapa pon nak tanya2 aku..sebab aku nie bukan bleh..kalu bleh memang nak cerita ja suma..Meh sini aku nak cakap terus terang...AKU BENCI ANG no no...i think its more to YOU ARE IRRITATING... ang tak taw ka weh..kata2 ang tue da buat brapa banyak orang sabaq ngn ang...nak kena taw la kan..kami nie bukan la nabi..penyabar..kami ada batasan gak..maybe ang ada perasan la kot yang kami ada pulau2 ang..kalu xperasan tue aku tak taw la weh..yes u might do well in ur spm but not in ur life because there's so much people who hate u than love u..

Apa? ang nak cakap enough that u have ur own famili..bagi aku la kan,kalu ang nak keja nanti bukan famili ang yang nak cari keja kat ang..u have to survive by ur own..and to survive u do need what we call as FRIENDS..kalu kami pon ang da maki2 kami nie bodo2 depan2..maki kami nie perempuan bla2...ang rasa dak2 kat U nanti bleh trima ang ka? kami nie kira okey gak la sebab kami nie baik sket ja..silap kalu kami suma nie jahat2..tobat da lawan2 mulut da..

Akhir kata..berubah la..aku pon xkata yang aku perfect tapi aku jaga perasaan orang lain..aku xmaki orang atas alasan remeh temeh..kalu aku xpuas ati apa2 aku diplomasi xyah nak maki2..ingat sket kalu xsebab kami ang pon xkan ada kawan da...LUCKY i dont give u my number..

nEvER baCKDown and YOU'll ForeVER sTRong !!

huhu..Both are different movies but played by the same hot person..i mean smoking hot...(panas)

                     

haha..see..see...his name is SEAN FARIS..  

huhu..cute? well from what i know he won the first place for the best body...

here are some of his biography....SEAN FARIS